Saturday, November 22, 2003
another sad day juz pass by.. my mum say we choose sad ,we choose b happie... i wan to choose happie.. but can i? will i really feel that way? yes at first i was... but when i think you n her... it juz hurts my heart... how could i ever find the strengle to accept the fact agn n agn? the same old thing is repeatin agn n agn to mi... when u told mi that smone else is in ur heart.. i didn ask hu.. why? coz i know who.. thou i noe hu.. i didn wan to confirm w you.. coz it wil make my feel worst... but until one day i ask you.. izzit that u lyk her... u say yes.. my tears roll down to my cheeks... non stop.. coz its juz too hurt... n too hard for mi to accept... my empty heart is screaming... hopin one day smone will find my heart baq n put it together agn.. but if she love u more then i do? i will just do nth... n walk away n pretend nth happen , so that no one will feel worst...*sob* i hope u can tel mi everything.. so that i wun feel so worst....as for now.. everything is juz killing mi...why do things haf to turn out like this?
{/11:24 PM}
count on it .
